More thoughts

Maybe all we need in life is to focus on the small great things and not worry so much about the bad; no matter what the size. If we believe this then life would be so much easier. No more getting nervous before a simple playing test(orch.) or any other kind of test. No more worrying about what someone will say if you act how you really are or worrying what will happen if something small will effect everything. I say just do it and get it over with. What can you really do about it? Worrying about such things won't change the outcome it'll just make you more sick feeling and go crazy worrying about little pointless things.
So why do we always worry so much about small, in the end mundane incidents? They are what they are and their effect will be what it is. All we can do is our best and take what comes. Stop worrying about little things. See each one as a gift. A way to embrace life in a new exciting way. I think this is a much better outlook.